You Will Never Know

I am sad. I by chance found the most perfect gift for someone on ebay. I'm not going to say for whom or what it was because it doesn't even matter at this point. It just would have been a great present for no reason at all other then I wanted the person to have it, not a birthday or holiday and it would have been so unexpected and delightful. I haven't even been on ebay in forever. I placed my bid 3 minutes before the auction ended and hit refresh refresh refresh. Then in the last 15 seconds before I could bid again I got outbid. I won't be giving anyone the perfect unexpected present and I am sad.