oh no

Oh no! I feel like I'm getting sick. My throat is so scratchy and I'm so tired. My boss called in sick today too. I am so terrified of getting sick after my last illness in August. I just can't go through something like that again. I really thought I might die. It also brings back all the shitty awful memories of my relationship that blew up in my face at the same time as my illness. I know a little head cold isn't so bad but I'm seriously terrified of being sick after that. I just ate a ton of C and I'm going to bed so early. Oh please please please, no more sickness.